sam
im not exactly sure why that book remind you of me, but since its so feministic (is that a word?) and bitchy, i enjoy it as well.. hmm bitchy.. is that why it reminds you of me?? lol
i read the exerpt and was kinda diappointed it was more of a forward or afterword, instead of an actual exerpt of the book.. if you do get it (with your large lick's paycheque of course) lend me it after.. ohh and bridget jones diary.. a nd while youre doing that, can i have my cd back?
Thursday, June 28, 2001
Congratulations Graduates!!!!
Today i spent most of the day at home alone.. it was WONDERFUL!!! i turned up the tv so thatit could be heard throughout the whole house, and sang my heart out to much music!! and listend to dirty talk shows while brushing my teeth and cooking. it was in a way totally liberating.. oddly liberating, but still. then i shaves and showered and got ready for grad.. Grad was great! everyone looked bootylicious and yummy.. ahh... when chrisitne started to cry during her valedictorian speech, i did too.. i felt so stupid cause i was sitting near mrs dunn and mrs eustace and ms ste croix and jess and strange people and i didnt want them to see me cry.. although i really needed to.. it almost felt like i was graduating, cause a few of these people are so much a part of me.. these were the cool grade elevens that accepted me and my friends when we first came into the gifted room as nerdy/loser grade nines.. how i looked up to you guys....i even went through a phase (maybe still going through) where i wanted to be Andrea Chance.. she was science goddess to me, and she had a steady job at roots, which seemed glamourous at the time, and now that im in grade eleven, i still cant achieve what she has at my age. *sigh* i got to see everyone's awards and stuff before you got them.. i knewexactly who was an honours award or whatever.. hahah i feel so powererful!! hahaha... adam, i enjoyed those faces you made.. you were like the only one not too nervous to make eye contact and get their mind off of not tripping on stage... oh and i hope you enjoy your 'present'..hahahah i went through them before, and i felt the urge to put post its with "censored" all over the dirty, dirty magazine!!! i cant believe i stood in line to pay for that thing! many pictures wiht many pretty people
now that grad is over, im at racs house.. talking about boy.. so must go.. hahaha boys!!
Today i spent most of the day at home alone.. it was WONDERFUL!!! i turned up the tv so thatit could be heard throughout the whole house, and sang my heart out to much music!! and listend to dirty talk shows while brushing my teeth and cooking. it was in a way totally liberating.. oddly liberating, but still. then i shaves and showered and got ready for grad.. Grad was great! everyone looked bootylicious and yummy.. ahh... when chrisitne started to cry during her valedictorian speech, i did too.. i felt so stupid cause i was sitting near mrs dunn and mrs eustace and ms ste croix and jess and strange people and i didnt want them to see me cry.. although i really needed to.. it almost felt like i was graduating, cause a few of these people are so much a part of me.. these were the cool grade elevens that accepted me and my friends when we first came into the gifted room as nerdy/loser grade nines.. how i looked up to you guys....i even went through a phase (maybe still going through) where i wanted to be Andrea Chance.. she was science goddess to me, and she had a steady job at roots, which seemed glamourous at the time, and now that im in grade eleven, i still cant achieve what she has at my age. *sigh* i got to see everyone's awards and stuff before you got them.. i knewexactly who was an honours award or whatever.. hahah i feel so powererful!! hahaha... adam, i enjoyed those faces you made.. you were like the only one not too nervous to make eye contact and get their mind off of not tripping on stage... oh and i hope you enjoy your 'present'..hahahah i went through them before, and i felt the urge to put post its with "censored" all over the dirty, dirty magazine!!! i cant believe i stood in line to pay for that thing! many pictures wiht many pretty people
now that grad is over, im at racs house.. talking about boy.. so must go.. hahaha boys!!
Wednesday, June 27, 2001
Tuesday, June 26, 2001
comm is no longer empty, but i still feel lonely.. no one familliar to talk to.. just creepy chinese/asian oacs....one looks like he;s named mark.. wait, his name is allen clavo... and the other looks like a 'wong', and yet another,... he;s sporty.. see him a lot with orielle.... owen is here, but hes playing ping pong with galang...
ang=lonely and needy
ang=lonely and needy
so galang left the area, and me and jaxs were discussing why we thought he was so happy all of a sudden.. so we were coming up with reasons like:
"maybe his girlfriend did something nice for him" or
"maybe hes trying to be super happy, to cover up some sort of repressed bad memory"
but i think "maybe he got some last night"...eww hahaha that was sooo gross...
help.. galang just came out and showed us his dophin....wait.,. that sounded wrong,, a dolphin he found in the art office.. wait.. ah theres no helping it...
"maybe his girlfriend did something nice for him" or
"maybe hes trying to be super happy, to cover up some sort of repressed bad memory"
but i think "maybe he got some last night"...eww hahaha that was sooo gross...
help.. galang just came out and showed us his dophin....wait.,. that sounded wrong,, a dolphin he found in the art office.. wait.. ah theres no helping it...
a day with jaxs
im at school right now.. watchng jaxs do the agenda... yay...fun....
laurie is gone to work.. she's nice and all, but its better not having her around so i can be stupid
galang seems to be high on something.. we came in and he seemed all happy... he was in the planet room and he comes sliding/striding (like sliding your foot as far as it can go in front of you and then sliding the back one as far in front as you can) towards us, with a green lollipop in his hand.. imagine how weird that looked, and he was wearing shorts and sandals, which made him look even more like a 8 year old boy..... eww i hate those sandals!! i dont think men should wear leather sandals... ewww..
jaxs says: "sushi in japan, use to think i was the man"
i think she;s high on something too... it must be the "comm air"... must run away before i fall victim to it as well
im at school right now.. watchng jaxs do the agenda... yay...fun....
laurie is gone to work.. she's nice and all, but its better not having her around so i can be stupid
galang seems to be high on something.. we came in and he seemed all happy... he was in the planet room and he comes sliding/striding (like sliding your foot as far as it can go in front of you and then sliding the back one as far in front as you can) towards us, with a green lollipop in his hand.. imagine how weird that looked, and he was wearing shorts and sandals, which made him look even more like a 8 year old boy..... eww i hate those sandals!! i dont think men should wear leather sandals... ewww..
jaxs says: "sushi in japan, use to think i was the man"
i think she;s high on something too... it must be the "comm air"... must run away before i fall victim to it as well
Monday, June 25, 2001
summer to-do list
~ hang out with vanessa more, because in a month she will be gone
~see sam more, cause we hardly ever see eachother..
~see nicole and christine and andrea and adam cause they will be gone forever... and take lots of pictures with them to keep as memories as the gifted people who made me feel cool to talk to in grade nine (cause they were old and in grade 11 and i was a loser)
~do big birthday bash with nicole, christine, jaxs, vanessa, and adam (and others of course) before vanessa goes away
~get healthy (sam, you have inspired me), actually maybe just eat healthier, cause i dont think i'll be doing any running, unless its running after an ice cream truck
~find a bathing suit... im thinking tankini.... but some say its good for my body shape, while others say it isnt.. its soo confusing (j. lo ass and thighs here, pre personal trainer)
~find a sun dress and wear it with lis to visit racs and lana at centreville
~do something with nicola...cause i havent done anything with her for so long, and summer school is coming and once again, work will consume her life
~go to one of sam's grown up drunken, make-out parties.. hahahaha
~find a job to pay for all the above things.. or a very generous sugar daddy...hmmm
~find a boy, unless the sugar daddy plan works out
will post more when ideas find me
~ hang out with vanessa more, because in a month she will be gone
~see sam more, cause we hardly ever see eachother..
~see nicole and christine and andrea and adam cause they will be gone forever... and take lots of pictures with them to keep as memories as the gifted people who made me feel cool to talk to in grade nine (cause they were old and in grade 11 and i was a loser)
~do big birthday bash with nicole, christine, jaxs, vanessa, and adam (and others of course) before vanessa goes away
~get healthy (sam, you have inspired me), actually maybe just eat healthier, cause i dont think i'll be doing any running, unless its running after an ice cream truck
~find a bathing suit... im thinking tankini.... but some say its good for my body shape, while others say it isnt.. its soo confusing (j. lo ass and thighs here, pre personal trainer)
~find a sun dress and wear it with lis to visit racs and lana at centreville
~do something with nicola...cause i havent done anything with her for so long, and summer school is coming and once again, work will consume her life
~go to one of sam's grown up drunken, make-out parties.. hahahaha
~find a job to pay for all the above things.. or a very generous sugar daddy...hmmm
~find a boy, unless the sugar daddy plan works out
will post more when ideas find me
hardy har har
tonight was my brother's graduation..... and i went.. and so did jaxs! yay jaxs!
they had the gym all decorated and everyone got medals and they had a slide show.,.. and it made me jealous that our grad wasnt as great.... we didnt put as much time and effort into it.. we didnt ALL get medals! the one bad thing that im glad we didnt have to do - sing! they all had to sing!!! three times as a group,, and my brohter sang with his friends, alone.. like in a groups of five boys... what a loser! saw lots of people from elementary.. a lot has changed, people arent as easy to talk to anymore, i guess we have all moved on...
teachers recognized me, its nice to know im not forgotten.. my grade one teacher even asked my brother where i was... she loves me, i know she does..hahahaha
sam: i think jaxs likes the thing we got for her that day at the mall,... she was wearing it!!! to attract boys?? hahahhaha
we also went through the school. we snuck upstairs and looked into all the dark classes and library.. it all seemed so large back then, i never realized how everything is really pretty small....is it cause ive grown, or is it that i've gained a new perspective on life? hmmm
tonight was my brother's graduation..... and i went.. and so did jaxs! yay jaxs!
they had the gym all decorated and everyone got medals and they had a slide show.,.. and it made me jealous that our grad wasnt as great.... we didnt put as much time and effort into it.. we didnt ALL get medals! the one bad thing that im glad we didnt have to do - sing! they all had to sing!!! three times as a group,, and my brohter sang with his friends, alone.. like in a groups of five boys... what a loser! saw lots of people from elementary.. a lot has changed, people arent as easy to talk to anymore, i guess we have all moved on...
teachers recognized me, its nice to know im not forgotten.. my grade one teacher even asked my brother where i was... she loves me, i know she does..hahahaha
sam: i think jaxs likes the thing we got for her that day at the mall,... she was wearing it!!! to attract boys?? hahahhaha
we also went through the school. we snuck upstairs and looked into all the dark classes and library.. it all seemed so large back then, i never realized how everything is really pretty small....is it cause ive grown, or is it that i've gained a new perspective on life? hmmm
Sunday, June 24, 2001
Saturday, June 23, 2001
each peach, pear plum...
today me and jaxs went grocery shopping..yes, you read right: grocery shopping. apparently, since jaxs has gotten her license, she has become her parents' grocery bitch... and today i came to tag along. i told my parents that i was going grocery shopping with jaxs, and they got all mad and said: why are you so eager to go grocery shopping with her when you dont ever want to go with me? actually my dad said that... why do dads never understand? he also said something else, but i wont say.. but he always manages to ruin things im looking forward to.
so we're at food basics and anyone can easily see, we are soo lost!!! we wander in, and you can tell we have no idea where things are or where we are going, cause we keep walking back and forth.. and we have NO idea how to pick apples and nectarines! we stand there picking ones up and showing them to eachother, waiting for some sign of approval or rejection from the other... jaxs likes to pick nectarines that are brown.
i had to get italian bread, that my father insisted should be "fresh". but i had no idea what fresh meant..he said you could feel it... so there i am in the bread aisle touching up all the loaves of italian bread.. not my idea of fun, i assure you. so there it is, our first official outing together - to food basics..
today me and jaxs went grocery shopping..yes, you read right: grocery shopping. apparently, since jaxs has gotten her license, she has become her parents' grocery bitch... and today i came to tag along. i told my parents that i was going grocery shopping with jaxs, and they got all mad and said: why are you so eager to go grocery shopping with her when you dont ever want to go with me? actually my dad said that... why do dads never understand? he also said something else, but i wont say.. but he always manages to ruin things im looking forward to.
so we're at food basics and anyone can easily see, we are soo lost!!! we wander in, and you can tell we have no idea where things are or where we are going, cause we keep walking back and forth.. and we have NO idea how to pick apples and nectarines! we stand there picking ones up and showing them to eachother, waiting for some sign of approval or rejection from the other... jaxs likes to pick nectarines that are brown.
i had to get italian bread, that my father insisted should be "fresh". but i had no idea what fresh meant..he said you could feel it... so there i am in the bread aisle touching up all the loaves of italian bread.. not my idea of fun, i assure you. so there it is, our first official outing together - to food basics..
messages for all
since there is a lack of blogvoices, and i have stuff to tell all of you, i have messages for all:
jaxs: vanessa wants to out with us before she goes to get our thriftys 84 shirts, but town only has like 6 left, and most yellow when i went... would you be wicked and go to markville with us? we'll pay for gas!!!
oh and read sams cause the end is for you too!! about salem witch
sam: how was your first day of training? it sucks that you have to go all the way downtown, but really, you cant complain cause you have a job and a n income, so SHUT UP!!! oh yeah and you know salem witch?> one of the stars in it is kristy alley!! maybe not someone who we actually want to see, but it would have been wicked if we had pulled up, and she walked out of her trailer in her puritan costume.. also some guy...sir.. something something,, i dont know him, but he has a sir in his name, so therefore he must be important
christine: im sorry to hear about your stuff being stolen..but dont you have negatives of your prom pictures? if only i were taller, braver, more muscular, and somewhat intimidating - i would go find those punks and open a can of whoop ass..hahahaha
nicole: vanessa is leaving the end of july, so must do birthday bash before that..miss you, havent seen you or heard from you in a while... busy?
since there is a lack of blogvoices, and i have stuff to tell all of you, i have messages for all:
jaxs: vanessa wants to out with us before she goes to get our thriftys 84 shirts, but town only has like 6 left, and most yellow when i went... would you be wicked and go to markville with us? we'll pay for gas!!!
oh and read sams cause the end is for you too!! about salem witch
sam: how was your first day of training? it sucks that you have to go all the way downtown, but really, you cant complain cause you have a job and a n income, so SHUT UP!!! oh yeah and you know salem witch?> one of the stars in it is kristy alley!! maybe not someone who we actually want to see, but it would have been wicked if we had pulled up, and she walked out of her trailer in her puritan costume.. also some guy...sir.. something something,, i dont know him, but he has a sir in his name, so therefore he must be important
christine: im sorry to hear about your stuff being stolen..but dont you have negatives of your prom pictures? if only i were taller, braver, more muscular, and somewhat intimidating - i would go find those punks and open a can of whoop ass..hahahaha
nicole: vanessa is leaving the end of july, so must do birthday bash before that..miss you, havent seen you or heard from you in a while... busy?
Friday, June 22, 2001
ive realized that being on SAC stinks.. correction, being a SAC secretary stinks. two meetings a week BEFORE school... i have to write up the agenda for each meeting and the minutes and attendance, and keep track of everyone, i'm basically the SAC whore, who has to babysit everyone, cause they cant take notes, and they cant do anything!!!
my only consolation :secretaries work very closely with treasurers, and adrian molder is treasurer *swoon*
BE JEALOUS!
my only consolation :secretaries work very closely with treasurers, and adrian molder is treasurer *swoon*
BE JEALOUS!
hey i was reading christine's and nicole's blog... they hate kirsten dunst.. i thought i was the only one that hated her!! i dont even know why i hate her so, it wierd.. its like hyde, there is something dispising and abnormal about her, but you cant seem to put your finger on it..
a delicious day
today, i felt very teenage-y and grown up...
i went to school for a SAC meeting (you know, like all those people you see in movies/tv shows that are invilved in school) then i went to a party (also very teenage-y) and then i got a ride home, from not my parents, but from a fellow teenager!! ahhhh...
jaxs got her G2 today!!!! congratulations baby!! i was sooooo happy!!!! jaxs comes vroom vrooming to the party in her red volkswagon jetta, and she looked so cool!!! i came home without calling my parents, cause jaxs drove me!! i was the first to be driven by jaxs!!ahh!! *swoon* the whole time i was in the car, i had this massive grin on my face!! and i kept on going "ahhh" cause i was so excited!!! i couldnt believe my jaxs was so grown up, i must take a picture of her driving, but i';ll do it when her face gets better...
ahh im still all happy and tingly.. a very feel good night.
today, i felt very teenage-y and grown up...
i went to school for a SAC meeting (you know, like all those people you see in movies/tv shows that are invilved in school) then i went to a party (also very teenage-y) and then i got a ride home, from not my parents, but from a fellow teenager!! ahhhh...
jaxs got her G2 today!!!! congratulations baby!! i was sooooo happy!!!! jaxs comes vroom vrooming to the party in her red volkswagon jetta, and she looked so cool!!! i came home without calling my parents, cause jaxs drove me!! i was the first to be driven by jaxs!!ahh!! *swoon* the whole time i was in the car, i had this massive grin on my face!! and i kept on going "ahhh" cause i was so excited!!! i couldnt believe my jaxs was so grown up, i must take a picture of her driving, but i';ll do it when her face gets better...
ahh im still all happy and tingly.. a very feel good night.
Thursday, June 21, 2001
i love alana.... cause she invited me over *wink wink* and fed me chicken... she let me into her house.. and we had fun.. hahah lots of girl talk *wink wink again* hahahaha then she fell asleep, so i turned off the lights and the tv off, but then 15 minutes later she woke up and she had a mini freak out, cause suddenly everything was dark.. and then she cooked me eggs and fed me tamran balls (which im not a big fan of) and peanut brittle (which i am a fan of). Then shopping with lis,, hahah to pick a dress.. hot mama!! hahahaha
mos-qui-tos
i hate mosquitos... they suck.. i have two bites on my lower back... it looks like two nipples are emerging from my skin. they not even straight.. it looks like two crooked nipples. then on my left hand, there are three... one on my pinky, one in the middle of my hand, and one near the pit between my thumb and forefinger. you can draw a straight line connecting them, and have a diagonal line on my hand. why do mosquito bites look like either acne, or a strange rash? i have a strange rash on my left hand.
i hate mosquitos... they suck.. i have two bites on my lower back... it looks like two nipples are emerging from my skin. they not even straight.. it looks like two crooked nipples. then on my left hand, there are three... one on my pinky, one in the middle of my hand, and one near the pit between my thumb and forefinger. you can draw a straight line connecting them, and have a diagonal line on my hand. why do mosquito bites look like either acne, or a strange rash? i have a strange rash on my left hand.
tram-pol-line
yesterday was tanya's party.. it was so fun..i talked to people i have never really talked to.. like john jalsevac and alberto... and i almost went for a ride in andrew's car,.... but alana and racs was going to, and i thought it would look funny if there was this white guy driving a car with 3 asian girls in it.... i said to them it would look "pimpy".. and richard went instead. the best part of tanya;s? the TRAMPOLINE!! that thing is fun with a F-U-N! especially with sheila bouncing with you to 80s music blaring in the background.. oh yeah sam, sheila wants you to go to her shin dig on saturday...i think its also a sleepover cause her parents are out for the weekend.. come sleep with me baby!! hahahaha... no, seriously, COME.. call me.. wait, i should call you.. here i go to call you..its ringing... and ringing.. hmm.maybe sam not home? guess not..call you later. yeah where the hell did i put your pager number.. dammit..
yesterday was tanya's party.. it was so fun..i talked to people i have never really talked to.. like john jalsevac and alberto... and i almost went for a ride in andrew's car,.... but alana and racs was going to, and i thought it would look funny if there was this white guy driving a car with 3 asian girls in it.... i said to them it would look "pimpy".. and richard went instead. the best part of tanya;s? the TRAMPOLINE!! that thing is fun with a F-U-N! especially with sheila bouncing with you to 80s music blaring in the background.. oh yeah sam, sheila wants you to go to her shin dig on saturday...i think its also a sleepover cause her parents are out for the weekend.. come sleep with me baby!! hahahaha... no, seriously, COME.. call me.. wait, i should call you.. here i go to call you..its ringing... and ringing.. hmm.maybe sam not home? guess not..call you later. yeah where the hell did i put your pager number.. dammit..
Wednesday, June 20, 2001
nicola once said to me: ang, you only like shows that have pretty people"
i of course have adamently denied this.. but today, i wonder.
today i was watching the movie Boys and Girls. you know the one with freddie prinze and clare forlanni? anyways, it was incredibly boring until freddie came back after a summer looking hot (like fire hahahaha) ..then the movie got interesting... so is it true? am i as shallow as nicola makes me sound?? or is it just a coincidence that the movie picked up when he got all sexy.. hmmm..
i of course have adamently denied this.. but today, i wonder.
today i was watching the movie Boys and Girls. you know the one with freddie prinze and clare forlanni? anyways, it was incredibly boring until freddie came back after a summer looking hot (like fire hahahaha) ..then the movie got interesting... so is it true? am i as shallow as nicola makes me sound?? or is it just a coincidence that the movie picked up when he got all sexy.. hmmm..
get ready to rumble
if you have read christine's blog, you would have noticed that she enjoys my blog *gush!!* unfortunatly, she enjoys sams blog as well ..(haha just joking.. its not unfortunate....er..yeah...) i feel like i am competeing against sam now for christine's affection.. and dammit i think im losing!
but seriously, i enjoy both of your blogs as well, and lately it seems you two are the only other people blogging *shoots daggars out of my eyes to all those other bloggers that dont blog* but sam, let get one thing straight here... DONT MESS WITH ME, CAUSE YOU"LL GET BURNED!! CHRISTINE"S MINE>>ALL MINE!! muahahahahaha! okay, who am i kidding, shes not all mine.. she found a boy..
sam, me and you: boy hunting this summer...
if you have read christine's blog, you would have noticed that she enjoys my blog *gush!!* unfortunatly, she enjoys sams blog as well ..(haha just joking.. its not unfortunate....er..yeah...) i feel like i am competeing against sam now for christine's affection.. and dammit i think im losing!
but seriously, i enjoy both of your blogs as well, and lately it seems you two are the only other people blogging *shoots daggars out of my eyes to all those other bloggers that dont blog* but sam, let get one thing straight here... DONT MESS WITH ME, CAUSE YOU"LL GET BURNED!! CHRISTINE"S MINE>>ALL MINE!! muahahahahaha! okay, who am i kidding, shes not all mine.. she found a boy..
sam, me and you: boy hunting this summer...
