sam
im not exactly sure why that book remind you of me, but since its so feministic (is that a word?) and bitchy, i enjoy it as well.. hmm bitchy.. is that why it reminds you of me?? lol
i read the exerpt and was kinda diappointed it was more of a forward or afterword, instead of an actual exerpt of the book.. if you do get it (with your large lick's paycheque of course) lend me it after.. ohh and bridget jones diary.. a nd while youre doing that, can i have my cd back?
Thursday, June 28, 2001
Congratulations Graduates!!!!
Today i spent most of the day at home alone.. it was WONDERFUL!!! i turned up the tv so thatit could be heard throughout the whole house, and sang my heart out to much music!! and listend to dirty talk shows while brushing my teeth and cooking. it was in a way totally liberating.. oddly liberating, but still. then i shaves and showered and got ready for grad.. Grad was great! everyone looked bootylicious and yummy.. ahh... when chrisitne started to cry during her valedictorian speech, i did too.. i felt so stupid cause i was sitting near mrs dunn and mrs eustace and ms ste croix and jess and strange people and i didnt want them to see me cry.. although i really needed to.. it almost felt like i was graduating, cause a few of these people are so much a part of me.. these were the cool grade elevens that accepted me and my friends when we first came into the gifted room as nerdy/loser grade nines.. how i looked up to you guys....i even went through a phase (maybe still going through) where i wanted to be Andrea Chance.. she was science goddess to me, and she had a steady job at roots, which seemed glamourous at the time, and now that im in grade eleven, i still cant achieve what she has at my age. *sigh* i got to see everyone's awards and stuff before you got them.. i knewexactly who was an honours award or whatever.. hahah i feel so powererful!! hahaha... adam, i enjoyed those faces you made.. you were like the only one not too nervous to make eye contact and get their mind off of not tripping on stage... oh and i hope you enjoy your 'present'..hahahah i went through them before, and i felt the urge to put post its with "censored" all over the dirty, dirty magazine!!! i cant believe i stood in line to pay for that thing! many pictures wiht many pretty people
now that grad is over, im at racs house.. talking about boy.. so must go.. hahaha boys!!
Today i spent most of the day at home alone.. it was WONDERFUL!!! i turned up the tv so thatit could be heard throughout the whole house, and sang my heart out to much music!! and listend to dirty talk shows while brushing my teeth and cooking. it was in a way totally liberating.. oddly liberating, but still. then i shaves and showered and got ready for grad.. Grad was great! everyone looked bootylicious and yummy.. ahh... when chrisitne started to cry during her valedictorian speech, i did too.. i felt so stupid cause i was sitting near mrs dunn and mrs eustace and ms ste croix and jess and strange people and i didnt want them to see me cry.. although i really needed to.. it almost felt like i was graduating, cause a few of these people are so much a part of me.. these were the cool grade elevens that accepted me and my friends when we first came into the gifted room as nerdy/loser grade nines.. how i looked up to you guys....i even went through a phase (maybe still going through) where i wanted to be Andrea Chance.. she was science goddess to me, and she had a steady job at roots, which seemed glamourous at the time, and now that im in grade eleven, i still cant achieve what she has at my age. *sigh* i got to see everyone's awards and stuff before you got them.. i knewexactly who was an honours award or whatever.. hahah i feel so powererful!! hahaha... adam, i enjoyed those faces you made.. you were like the only one not too nervous to make eye contact and get their mind off of not tripping on stage... oh and i hope you enjoy your 'present'..hahahah i went through them before, and i felt the urge to put post its with "censored" all over the dirty, dirty magazine!!! i cant believe i stood in line to pay for that thing! many pictures wiht many pretty people
now that grad is over, im at racs house.. talking about boy.. so must go.. hahaha boys!!
Wednesday, June 27, 2001
Tuesday, June 26, 2001
comm is no longer empty, but i still feel lonely.. no one familliar to talk to.. just creepy chinese/asian oacs....one looks like he;s named mark.. wait, his name is allen clavo... and the other looks like a 'wong', and yet another,... he;s sporty.. see him a lot with orielle.... owen is here, but hes playing ping pong with galang...
ang=lonely and needy
ang=lonely and needy
so galang left the area, and me and jaxs were discussing why we thought he was so happy all of a sudden.. so we were coming up with reasons like:
"maybe his girlfriend did something nice for him" or
"maybe hes trying to be super happy, to cover up some sort of repressed bad memory"
but i think "maybe he got some last night"...eww hahaha that was sooo gross...
help.. galang just came out and showed us his dophin....wait.,. that sounded wrong,, a dolphin he found in the art office.. wait.. ah theres no helping it...
"maybe his girlfriend did something nice for him" or
"maybe hes trying to be super happy, to cover up some sort of repressed bad memory"
but i think "maybe he got some last night"...eww hahaha that was sooo gross...
help.. galang just came out and showed us his dophin....wait.,. that sounded wrong,, a dolphin he found in the art office.. wait.. ah theres no helping it...
a day with jaxs
im at school right now.. watchng jaxs do the agenda... yay...fun....
laurie is gone to work.. she's nice and all, but its better not having her around so i can be stupid
galang seems to be high on something.. we came in and he seemed all happy... he was in the planet room and he comes sliding/striding (like sliding your foot as far as it can go in front of you and then sliding the back one as far in front as you can) towards us, with a green lollipop in his hand.. imagine how weird that looked, and he was wearing shorts and sandals, which made him look even more like a 8 year old boy..... eww i hate those sandals!! i dont think men should wear leather sandals... ewww..
jaxs says: "sushi in japan, use to think i was the man"
i think she;s high on something too... it must be the "comm air"... must run away before i fall victim to it as well
im at school right now.. watchng jaxs do the agenda... yay...fun....
laurie is gone to work.. she's nice and all, but its better not having her around so i can be stupid
galang seems to be high on something.. we came in and he seemed all happy... he was in the planet room and he comes sliding/striding (like sliding your foot as far as it can go in front of you and then sliding the back one as far in front as you can) towards us, with a green lollipop in his hand.. imagine how weird that looked, and he was wearing shorts and sandals, which made him look even more like a 8 year old boy..... eww i hate those sandals!! i dont think men should wear leather sandals... ewww..
jaxs says: "sushi in japan, use to think i was the man"
i think she;s high on something too... it must be the "comm air"... must run away before i fall victim to it as well
Monday, June 25, 2001
summer to-do list
~ hang out with vanessa more, because in a month she will be gone
~see sam more, cause we hardly ever see eachother..
~see nicole and christine and andrea and adam cause they will be gone forever... and take lots of pictures with them to keep as memories as the gifted people who made me feel cool to talk to in grade nine (cause they were old and in grade 11 and i was a loser)
~do big birthday bash with nicole, christine, jaxs, vanessa, and adam (and others of course) before vanessa goes away
~get healthy (sam, you have inspired me), actually maybe just eat healthier, cause i dont think i'll be doing any running, unless its running after an ice cream truck
~find a bathing suit... im thinking tankini.... but some say its good for my body shape, while others say it isnt.. its soo confusing (j. lo ass and thighs here, pre personal trainer)
~find a sun dress and wear it with lis to visit racs and lana at centreville
~do something with nicola...cause i havent done anything with her for so long, and summer school is coming and once again, work will consume her life
~go to one of sam's grown up drunken, make-out parties.. hahahaha
~find a job to pay for all the above things.. or a very generous sugar daddy...hmmm
~find a boy, unless the sugar daddy plan works out
will post more when ideas find me
~ hang out with vanessa more, because in a month she will be gone
~see sam more, cause we hardly ever see eachother..
~see nicole and christine and andrea and adam cause they will be gone forever... and take lots of pictures with them to keep as memories as the gifted people who made me feel cool to talk to in grade nine (cause they were old and in grade 11 and i was a loser)
~do big birthday bash with nicole, christine, jaxs, vanessa, and adam (and others of course) before vanessa goes away
~get healthy (sam, you have inspired me), actually maybe just eat healthier, cause i dont think i'll be doing any running, unless its running after an ice cream truck
~find a bathing suit... im thinking tankini.... but some say its good for my body shape, while others say it isnt.. its soo confusing (j. lo ass and thighs here, pre personal trainer)
~find a sun dress and wear it with lis to visit racs and lana at centreville
~do something with nicola...cause i havent done anything with her for so long, and summer school is coming and once again, work will consume her life
~go to one of sam's grown up drunken, make-out parties.. hahahaha
~find a job to pay for all the above things.. or a very generous sugar daddy...hmmm
~find a boy, unless the sugar daddy plan works out
will post more when ideas find me
hardy har har
tonight was my brother's graduation..... and i went.. and so did jaxs! yay jaxs!
they had the gym all decorated and everyone got medals and they had a slide show.,.. and it made me jealous that our grad wasnt as great.... we didnt put as much time and effort into it.. we didnt ALL get medals! the one bad thing that im glad we didnt have to do - sing! they all had to sing!!! three times as a group,, and my brohter sang with his friends, alone.. like in a groups of five boys... what a loser! saw lots of people from elementary.. a lot has changed, people arent as easy to talk to anymore, i guess we have all moved on...
teachers recognized me, its nice to know im not forgotten.. my grade one teacher even asked my brother where i was... she loves me, i know she does..hahahaha
sam: i think jaxs likes the thing we got for her that day at the mall,... she was wearing it!!! to attract boys?? hahahhaha
we also went through the school. we snuck upstairs and looked into all the dark classes and library.. it all seemed so large back then, i never realized how everything is really pretty small....is it cause ive grown, or is it that i've gained a new perspective on life? hmmm
tonight was my brother's graduation..... and i went.. and so did jaxs! yay jaxs!
they had the gym all decorated and everyone got medals and they had a slide show.,.. and it made me jealous that our grad wasnt as great.... we didnt put as much time and effort into it.. we didnt ALL get medals! the one bad thing that im glad we didnt have to do - sing! they all had to sing!!! three times as a group,, and my brohter sang with his friends, alone.. like in a groups of five boys... what a loser! saw lots of people from elementary.. a lot has changed, people arent as easy to talk to anymore, i guess we have all moved on...
teachers recognized me, its nice to know im not forgotten.. my grade one teacher even asked my brother where i was... she loves me, i know she does..hahahaha
sam: i think jaxs likes the thing we got for her that day at the mall,... she was wearing it!!! to attract boys?? hahahhaha
we also went through the school. we snuck upstairs and looked into all the dark classes and library.. it all seemed so large back then, i never realized how everything is really pretty small....is it cause ive grown, or is it that i've gained a new perspective on life? hmmm
Sunday, June 24, 2001
Saturday, June 23, 2001
each peach, pear plum...
today me and jaxs went grocery shopping..yes, you read right: grocery shopping. apparently, since jaxs has gotten her license, she has become her parents' grocery bitch... and today i came to tag along. i told my parents that i was going grocery shopping with jaxs, and they got all mad and said: why are you so eager to go grocery shopping with her when you dont ever want to go with me? actually my dad said that... why do dads never understand? he also said something else, but i wont say.. but he always manages to ruin things im looking forward to.
so we're at food basics and anyone can easily see, we are soo lost!!! we wander in, and you can tell we have no idea where things are or where we are going, cause we keep walking back and forth.. and we have NO idea how to pick apples and nectarines! we stand there picking ones up and showing them to eachother, waiting for some sign of approval or rejection from the other... jaxs likes to pick nectarines that are brown.
i had to get italian bread, that my father insisted should be "fresh". but i had no idea what fresh meant..he said you could feel it... so there i am in the bread aisle touching up all the loaves of italian bread.. not my idea of fun, i assure you. so there it is, our first official outing together - to food basics..
today me and jaxs went grocery shopping..yes, you read right: grocery shopping. apparently, since jaxs has gotten her license, she has become her parents' grocery bitch... and today i came to tag along. i told my parents that i was going grocery shopping with jaxs, and they got all mad and said: why are you so eager to go grocery shopping with her when you dont ever want to go with me? actually my dad said that... why do dads never understand? he also said something else, but i wont say.. but he always manages to ruin things im looking forward to.
so we're at food basics and anyone can easily see, we are soo lost!!! we wander in, and you can tell we have no idea where things are or where we are going, cause we keep walking back and forth.. and we have NO idea how to pick apples and nectarines! we stand there picking ones up and showing them to eachother, waiting for some sign of approval or rejection from the other... jaxs likes to pick nectarines that are brown.
i had to get italian bread, that my father insisted should be "fresh". but i had no idea what fresh meant..he said you could feel it... so there i am in the bread aisle touching up all the loaves of italian bread.. not my idea of fun, i assure you. so there it is, our first official outing together - to food basics..
messages for all
since there is a lack of blogvoices, and i have stuff to tell all of you, i have messages for all:
jaxs: vanessa wants to out with us before she goes to get our thriftys 84 shirts, but town only has like 6 left, and most yellow when i went... would you be wicked and go to markville with us? we'll pay for gas!!!
oh and read sams cause the end is for you too!! about salem witch
sam: how was your first day of training? it sucks that you have to go all the way downtown, but really, you cant complain cause you have a job and a n income, so SHUT UP!!! oh yeah and you know salem witch?> one of the stars in it is kristy alley!! maybe not someone who we actually want to see, but it would have been wicked if we had pulled up, and she walked out of her trailer in her puritan costume.. also some guy...sir.. something something,, i dont know him, but he has a sir in his name, so therefore he must be important
christine: im sorry to hear about your stuff being stolen..but dont you have negatives of your prom pictures? if only i were taller, braver, more muscular, and somewhat intimidating - i would go find those punks and open a can of whoop ass..hahahaha
nicole: vanessa is leaving the end of july, so must do birthday bash before that..miss you, havent seen you or heard from you in a while... busy?
since there is a lack of blogvoices, and i have stuff to tell all of you, i have messages for all:
jaxs: vanessa wants to out with us before she goes to get our thriftys 84 shirts, but town only has like 6 left, and most yellow when i went... would you be wicked and go to markville with us? we'll pay for gas!!!
oh and read sams cause the end is for you too!! about salem witch
sam: how was your first day of training? it sucks that you have to go all the way downtown, but really, you cant complain cause you have a job and a n income, so SHUT UP!!! oh yeah and you know salem witch?> one of the stars in it is kristy alley!! maybe not someone who we actually want to see, but it would have been wicked if we had pulled up, and she walked out of her trailer in her puritan costume.. also some guy...sir.. something something,, i dont know him, but he has a sir in his name, so therefore he must be important
christine: im sorry to hear about your stuff being stolen..but dont you have negatives of your prom pictures? if only i were taller, braver, more muscular, and somewhat intimidating - i would go find those punks and open a can of whoop ass..hahahaha
nicole: vanessa is leaving the end of july, so must do birthday bash before that..miss you, havent seen you or heard from you in a while... busy?
Friday, June 22, 2001
ive realized that being on SAC stinks.. correction, being a SAC secretary stinks. two meetings a week BEFORE school... i have to write up the agenda for each meeting and the minutes and attendance, and keep track of everyone, i'm basically the SAC whore, who has to babysit everyone, cause they cant take notes, and they cant do anything!!!
my only consolation :secretaries work very closely with treasurers, and adrian molder is treasurer *swoon*
BE JEALOUS!
my only consolation :secretaries work very closely with treasurers, and adrian molder is treasurer *swoon*
BE JEALOUS!
hey i was reading christine's and nicole's blog... they hate kirsten dunst.. i thought i was the only one that hated her!! i dont even know why i hate her so, it wierd.. its like hyde, there is something dispising and abnormal about her, but you cant seem to put your finger on it..
a delicious day
today, i felt very teenage-y and grown up...
i went to school for a SAC meeting (you know, like all those people you see in movies/tv shows that are invilved in school) then i went to a party (also very teenage-y) and then i got a ride home, from not my parents, but from a fellow teenager!! ahhhh...
jaxs got her G2 today!!!! congratulations baby!! i was sooooo happy!!!! jaxs comes vroom vrooming to the party in her red volkswagon jetta, and she looked so cool!!! i came home without calling my parents, cause jaxs drove me!! i was the first to be driven by jaxs!!ahh!! *swoon* the whole time i was in the car, i had this massive grin on my face!! and i kept on going "ahhh" cause i was so excited!!! i couldnt believe my jaxs was so grown up, i must take a picture of her driving, but i';ll do it when her face gets better...
ahh im still all happy and tingly.. a very feel good night.
today, i felt very teenage-y and grown up...
i went to school for a SAC meeting (you know, like all those people you see in movies/tv shows that are invilved in school) then i went to a party (also very teenage-y) and then i got a ride home, from not my parents, but from a fellow teenager!! ahhhh...
jaxs got her G2 today!!!! congratulations baby!! i was sooooo happy!!!! jaxs comes vroom vrooming to the party in her red volkswagon jetta, and she looked so cool!!! i came home without calling my parents, cause jaxs drove me!! i was the first to be driven by jaxs!!ahh!! *swoon* the whole time i was in the car, i had this massive grin on my face!! and i kept on going "ahhh" cause i was so excited!!! i couldnt believe my jaxs was so grown up, i must take a picture of her driving, but i';ll do it when her face gets better...
ahh im still all happy and tingly.. a very feel good night.
Thursday, June 21, 2001
i love alana.... cause she invited me over *wink wink* and fed me chicken... she let me into her house.. and we had fun.. hahah lots of girl talk *wink wink again* hahahaha then she fell asleep, so i turned off the lights and the tv off, but then 15 minutes later she woke up and she had a mini freak out, cause suddenly everything was dark.. and then she cooked me eggs and fed me tamran balls (which im not a big fan of) and peanut brittle (which i am a fan of). Then shopping with lis,, hahah to pick a dress.. hot mama!! hahahaha
mos-qui-tos
i hate mosquitos... they suck.. i have two bites on my lower back... it looks like two nipples are emerging from my skin. they not even straight.. it looks like two crooked nipples. then on my left hand, there are three... one on my pinky, one in the middle of my hand, and one near the pit between my thumb and forefinger. you can draw a straight line connecting them, and have a diagonal line on my hand. why do mosquito bites look like either acne, or a strange rash? i have a strange rash on my left hand.
i hate mosquitos... they suck.. i have two bites on my lower back... it looks like two nipples are emerging from my skin. they not even straight.. it looks like two crooked nipples. then on my left hand, there are three... one on my pinky, one in the middle of my hand, and one near the pit between my thumb and forefinger. you can draw a straight line connecting them, and have a diagonal line on my hand. why do mosquito bites look like either acne, or a strange rash? i have a strange rash on my left hand.
tram-pol-line
yesterday was tanya's party.. it was so fun..i talked to people i have never really talked to.. like john jalsevac and alberto... and i almost went for a ride in andrew's car,.... but alana and racs was going to, and i thought it would look funny if there was this white guy driving a car with 3 asian girls in it.... i said to them it would look "pimpy".. and richard went instead. the best part of tanya;s? the TRAMPOLINE!! that thing is fun with a F-U-N! especially with sheila bouncing with you to 80s music blaring in the background.. oh yeah sam, sheila wants you to go to her shin dig on saturday...i think its also a sleepover cause her parents are out for the weekend.. come sleep with me baby!! hahahaha... no, seriously, COME.. call me.. wait, i should call you.. here i go to call you..its ringing... and ringing.. hmm.maybe sam not home? guess not..call you later. yeah where the hell did i put your pager number.. dammit..
yesterday was tanya's party.. it was so fun..i talked to people i have never really talked to.. like john jalsevac and alberto... and i almost went for a ride in andrew's car,.... but alana and racs was going to, and i thought it would look funny if there was this white guy driving a car with 3 asian girls in it.... i said to them it would look "pimpy".. and richard went instead. the best part of tanya;s? the TRAMPOLINE!! that thing is fun with a F-U-N! especially with sheila bouncing with you to 80s music blaring in the background.. oh yeah sam, sheila wants you to go to her shin dig on saturday...i think its also a sleepover cause her parents are out for the weekend.. come sleep with me baby!! hahahaha... no, seriously, COME.. call me.. wait, i should call you.. here i go to call you..its ringing... and ringing.. hmm.maybe sam not home? guess not..call you later. yeah where the hell did i put your pager number.. dammit..
Wednesday, June 20, 2001
nicola once said to me: ang, you only like shows that have pretty people"
i of course have adamently denied this.. but today, i wonder.
today i was watching the movie Boys and Girls. you know the one with freddie prinze and clare forlanni? anyways, it was incredibly boring until freddie came back after a summer looking hot (like fire hahahaha) ..then the movie got interesting... so is it true? am i as shallow as nicola makes me sound?? or is it just a coincidence that the movie picked up when he got all sexy.. hmmm..
i of course have adamently denied this.. but today, i wonder.
today i was watching the movie Boys and Girls. you know the one with freddie prinze and clare forlanni? anyways, it was incredibly boring until freddie came back after a summer looking hot (like fire hahahaha) ..then the movie got interesting... so is it true? am i as shallow as nicola makes me sound?? or is it just a coincidence that the movie picked up when he got all sexy.. hmmm..
get ready to rumble
if you have read christine's blog, you would have noticed that she enjoys my blog *gush!!* unfortunatly, she enjoys sams blog as well ..(haha just joking.. its not unfortunate....er..yeah...) i feel like i am competeing against sam now for christine's affection.. and dammit i think im losing!
but seriously, i enjoy both of your blogs as well, and lately it seems you two are the only other people blogging *shoots daggars out of my eyes to all those other bloggers that dont blog* but sam, let get one thing straight here... DONT MESS WITH ME, CAUSE YOU"LL GET BURNED!! CHRISTINE"S MINE>>ALL MINE!! muahahahahaha! okay, who am i kidding, shes not all mine.. she found a boy..
sam, me and you: boy hunting this summer...
if you have read christine's blog, you would have noticed that she enjoys my blog *gush!!* unfortunatly, she enjoys sams blog as well ..(haha just joking.. its not unfortunate....er..yeah...) i feel like i am competeing against sam now for christine's affection.. and dammit i think im losing!
but seriously, i enjoy both of your blogs as well, and lately it seems you two are the only other people blogging *shoots daggars out of my eyes to all those other bloggers that dont blog* but sam, let get one thing straight here... DONT MESS WITH ME, CAUSE YOU"LL GET BURNED!! CHRISTINE"S MINE>>ALL MINE!! muahahahahaha! okay, who am i kidding, shes not all mine.. she found a boy..
sam, me and you: boy hunting this summer...
Monday, June 18, 2001
huh?
in response to jaxs' blog for june the 18:
MOVIE PYLONS? as opposed to what? television pylons??!?!?! hahahahaha... they were just orange pylons..im gonna remember thisone forever.. every time there's construction, i'll yell "hey look jaxs, movie pylons!!"
in response to jaxs' blog for june the 18:
MOVIE PYLONS? as opposed to what? television pylons??!?!?! hahahahaha... they were just orange pylons..im gonna remember thisone forever.. every time there's construction, i'll yell "hey look jaxs, movie pylons!!"
i am glad school is over, and now everyone can blog.. it makes me happy...however, jaxs still doesn't, which makes me mad...
heehee christine said my blog made her smile *beams with a silly grin on my face* i feel so important
i think its sad that i feel a need to be loved by everyone... when someone mentions my name why does it make me so happy? do i not feel loved enough?? what happens when i finally meet the boy of my dreams and smother him because i want him to tell me all the things he loves about me just to make myself feel better???i think i need a psychiatrist.
heehee christine said my blog made her smile *beams with a silly grin on my face* i feel so important
i think its sad that i feel a need to be loved by everyone... when someone mentions my name why does it make me so happy? do i not feel loved enough?? what happens when i finally meet the boy of my dreams and smother him because i want him to tell me all the things he loves about me just to make myself feel better???i think i need a psychiatrist.
now that she's found them, she can't keep her hands off them
today was another day with the girls, doing what we do best - shopping!! We had to get an entire outfit for Jaxs for the athletic banquet. Im glad i wasnt there alone.. it would have killed me.. sam sue ping did most of the work, she seemed to be really into it. we went bra shopping.. jaxs got a bra.. i just like saying it just because i know it embarasses her so... when you see her ask her about it..and how we all violated her!! hahaha
it was the second day out with sam and her swedish caterpillar van. (i bet you guys are all jealous JEALOUS! i think i am being spoiled by the rides in her car...thanks sam for teaching me how to link. i am going link CRAZY!!
today was another day with the girls, doing what we do best - shopping!! We had to get an entire outfit for Jaxs for the athletic banquet. Im glad i wasnt there alone.. it would have killed me.. sam sue ping did most of the work, she seemed to be really into it. we went bra shopping.. jaxs got a bra.. i just like saying it just because i know it embarasses her so... when you see her ask her about it..and how we all violated her!! hahaha
it was the second day out with sam and her swedish caterpillar van. (i bet you guys are all jealous JEALOUS! i think i am being spoiled by the rides in her car...thanks sam for teaching me how to link. i am going link CRAZY!!
Sunday, June 17, 2001
dot comments
so i was feeling confident with my blog voices installing ability, so i went to find dot comments...cause blogging without people telling you stuff back just isnt the same.. GO TO BLOGVOICES.COM and go to the dot comments link...
i downloaded the thing and got the instructions... one problem..the instructions are wayyy more complicated than blogvoice's cut and paste this html .....
please help someone!!
so i was feeling confident with my blog voices installing ability, so i went to find dot comments...cause blogging without people telling you stuff back just isnt the same.. GO TO BLOGVOICES.COM and go to the dot comments link...
i downloaded the thing and got the instructions... one problem..the instructions are wayyy more complicated than blogvoice's cut and paste this html .....
please help someone!!
We rock the party,rock the party come on...
It has been an amazing start to summer vacation! It felt so good last week to know i actually had some sort of plans for the first week free from school. But sadly, half of them are over with. Mike's party was okay. Nothing major happened, just nice to cathc up with people i havent talked to in a while cause everyone was stressing over school. Mike's parents are the nicest people in the world!!
Jaxs' thing was maaaaa-velous! It was a great day. First out shopping with lis. lots of girl bonding and shopping! we had fun at 10 for $10. Who knew you could get a sparky bracelet, a key chain, a backstreetboy book, a straw purse, a pair of fuzzy 'princess' dice, a necklace, and a pack of 'boy crazy' cards all for a buck each. Too bad sue ping missed those boy crazy cards!
There is just too much to write about so here comes one of those lists you often see in blogs like sam's and christine's.
I am incredibly happy that:
~I wasn't the reason someone left
~girls can talk for hours effortlessly
~i;m not the only one with evil thoughts and therefore have no reason to feel guilty
~sam drives a car..and a big van that reminds me of the Swedish catepillar from 'A Bug's Life'
~jaxs had her shin-dig
~lis didnt ditch me
~we went on our 'adventure' into the woods in search of the 'salem witch'
~jaxs asked the guy sleeping on the lawn chair what was going on
~lis got me stripey socks
~the a.c. in my house is finally on an i can actually sleep with pants and a blanket (as opposed to many sweaty nights with just shorts and my blanket strewn on the floor
~i feel so grown up when im with sam, when she drops me off and its late, and i have to use my key to get in and un-set the alarm cause everyone is sleeping.
~sam said its okay to cry when people say nice things because i do that all the time
I am sad (well not really) that:
~miranda did not have a good time and felt awkward, and i didnt care
~miranda has a boyfriend who is white and has blonde hair and probably has blue eyes
~sue ping couldnt come
~mosqito's can bite through jeans
~lis, sam, and jaxs still think i cried, even though i didnt, although what sam said was totally cry-worthy!
i can't seem to say enough, how amazingly wonderful it was...i want a whole summer FILLED with those nights. im still feeling the after effects
tonight: sheila's?
It has been an amazing start to summer vacation! It felt so good last week to know i actually had some sort of plans for the first week free from school. But sadly, half of them are over with. Mike's party was okay. Nothing major happened, just nice to cathc up with people i havent talked to in a while cause everyone was stressing over school. Mike's parents are the nicest people in the world!!
Jaxs' thing was maaaaa-velous! It was a great day. First out shopping with lis. lots of girl bonding and shopping! we had fun at 10 for $10. Who knew you could get a sparky bracelet, a key chain, a backstreetboy book, a straw purse, a pair of fuzzy 'princess' dice, a necklace, and a pack of 'boy crazy' cards all for a buck each. Too bad sue ping missed those boy crazy cards!
There is just too much to write about so here comes one of those lists you often see in blogs like sam's and christine's.
I am incredibly happy that:
~I wasn't the reason someone left
~girls can talk for hours effortlessly
~i;m not the only one with evil thoughts and therefore have no reason to feel guilty
~sam drives a car..and a big van that reminds me of the Swedish catepillar from 'A Bug's Life'
~jaxs had her shin-dig
~lis didnt ditch me
~we went on our 'adventure' into the woods in search of the 'salem witch'
~jaxs asked the guy sleeping on the lawn chair what was going on
~lis got me stripey socks
~the a.c. in my house is finally on an i can actually sleep with pants and a blanket (as opposed to many sweaty nights with just shorts and my blanket strewn on the floor
~i feel so grown up when im with sam, when she drops me off and its late, and i have to use my key to get in and un-set the alarm cause everyone is sleeping.
~sam said its okay to cry when people say nice things because i do that all the time
I am sad (well not really) that:
~miranda did not have a good time and felt awkward, and i didnt care
~miranda has a boyfriend who is white and has blonde hair and probably has blue eyes
~sue ping couldnt come
~mosqito's can bite through jeans
~lis, sam, and jaxs still think i cried, even though i didnt, although what sam said was totally cry-worthy!
i can't seem to say enough, how amazingly wonderful it was...i want a whole summer FILLED with those nights. im still feeling the after effects
tonight: sheila's?
Thursday, June 14, 2001
The Wheels on the Car Go Round and Round
Jaxs is getting her licence soon!!! ahhh i am bursting with excitement. Jaxs getting her licence, means rides for ang, and not having to leave at 7:45 for school anymore.....jaxs already has a car waiting for her in her garage.. well actually four cars waiting for her. she;s got a red one, a grey one, a green one, and the newest edition, a blue one!! I am soooo happy for jaxs!!! ahhhh!! maybe i should go boo my appointment now... or not..
Jaxs is getting her licence soon!!! ahhh i am bursting with excitement. Jaxs getting her licence, means rides for ang, and not having to leave at 7:45 for school anymore.....jaxs already has a car waiting for her in her garage.. well actually four cars waiting for her. she;s got a red one, a grey one, a green one, and the newest edition, a blue one!! I am soooo happy for jaxs!!! ahhhh!! maybe i should go boo my appointment now... or not..
ruby red grapefruit juice is good
one more day of school yay!! i cant believe this year is over with already.. i mean, i do want the break, but this year seemed to pass by really really quickly...i'll be making an appearance tomorrow on the last day, with a camera in hand.
my TA is leaving!! ahh how i will miss mozzone... *sniff sniff* this is not any fair, and although love her, i still wish that someone evil and sinister tries to steal her new position so that she has no choice but to come back to me.. a TA is supposed to keep you for 5 years until you are ready to leave, like bread out of an oven... if you take the bread out too early, it just sits there, a pile of raw dough. i am not done!!! bake me some more!! i too will just sit there like a pile of raw dough with my new ta (which by the way could likely be one fo those hated student teachers we had before...yuck)
remember when i said i wasnt motivated to drive cause i dont have a car? well i've been taking the bus in these 30 degree days, and i thnk i have finally found my motivation to get my licence-to rid of my need to wait at overcrowded, hot bus stops with people smelling of a variety of different B.O.s. but then i remeber my mom's car doesnt have air conditioning... crap.
one more day of school yay!! i cant believe this year is over with already.. i mean, i do want the break, but this year seemed to pass by really really quickly...i'll be making an appearance tomorrow on the last day, with a camera in hand.
my TA is leaving!! ahh how i will miss mozzone... *sniff sniff* this is not any fair, and although love her, i still wish that someone evil and sinister tries to steal her new position so that she has no choice but to come back to me.. a TA is supposed to keep you for 5 years until you are ready to leave, like bread out of an oven... if you take the bread out too early, it just sits there, a pile of raw dough. i am not done!!! bake me some more!! i too will just sit there like a pile of raw dough with my new ta (which by the way could likely be one fo those hated student teachers we had before...yuck)
remember when i said i wasnt motivated to drive cause i dont have a car? well i've been taking the bus in these 30 degree days, and i thnk i have finally found my motivation to get my licence-to rid of my need to wait at overcrowded, hot bus stops with people smelling of a variety of different B.O.s. but then i remeber my mom's car doesnt have air conditioning... crap.
Monday, June 11, 2001
i am not your math whore
so im sitting in the caf with sam sue ping helping her with her math (sort of) an monica cardoza comes over and asks "hey are you finished?" I answer "yes" wondering why there is a sudden interest in me. The she sits down and asks for help in math. So i figure okay, i can help her with the question shes asking about, so i help her.. and then she goes okay, "i'm gonna stay here a bit to see if i can get the rest." So i say "sure" thinking, i'll help her if she gets stuck, but at the same time going what have i gotten myself into? So i talk to sam, and i see from the corner of my eye, her copying the rest of the questions leaving spaces under them. I realize, she was just gonna ask me to do them for her, and i try not to look her way ever again. i say to sam, "oh, i gotta go soon and meet someone downstairs" Then monica asks for the next question, which i then try to explain, but refuse to write anything on her paper. She passes me her pencil and calculator, with a look that says, do it for me. I begin to think what the hell? what is this girl trying to pull off? we dont talk to eachother. we may smile to eachother in the hall, if anything at all, and suddenly, when she needs me, then she decides to become friendlier. Really, i wasnt about to help this stranger with her math, especially when she expected me to do it for her. i am not one of your math whores!! so i got and said," i have to go meet someone downstairs" , more talking to sam, while ignoring her. if she needed help, maybe she should go to some of her own friends. and if theyre stupid, its not my problem is it?
i dont care if she thinks i am a bitch.. i can live with it, cause people think much worse of her
so im sitting in the caf with sam sue ping helping her with her math (sort of) an monica cardoza comes over and asks "hey are you finished?" I answer "yes" wondering why there is a sudden interest in me. The she sits down and asks for help in math. So i figure okay, i can help her with the question shes asking about, so i help her.. and then she goes okay, "i'm gonna stay here a bit to see if i can get the rest." So i say "sure" thinking, i'll help her if she gets stuck, but at the same time going what have i gotten myself into? So i talk to sam, and i see from the corner of my eye, her copying the rest of the questions leaving spaces under them. I realize, she was just gonna ask me to do them for her, and i try not to look her way ever again. i say to sam, "oh, i gotta go soon and meet someone downstairs" Then monica asks for the next question, which i then try to explain, but refuse to write anything on her paper. She passes me her pencil and calculator, with a look that says, do it for me. I begin to think what the hell? what is this girl trying to pull off? we dont talk to eachother. we may smile to eachother in the hall, if anything at all, and suddenly, when she needs me, then she decides to become friendlier. Really, i wasnt about to help this stranger with her math, especially when she expected me to do it for her. i am not one of your math whores!! so i got and said," i have to go meet someone downstairs" , more talking to sam, while ignoring her. if she needed help, maybe she should go to some of her own friends. and if theyre stupid, its not my problem is it?
i dont care if she thinks i am a bitch.. i can live with it, cause people think much worse of her
Sunday, June 10, 2001
you should be ashamed of yourselves
i come downstairs to the cold, damp basement (which is usually too cold, but because of the hot weather, just right) and i take the time and trouble to turn on my computer (did i ever tell you that my CPU looks like it should be a part of the MEGAZORD from the Mighty Morphin Power Rangers? Is it called a Megazord? im so lost) anyways, so i go on the net expecting wicked blog entries from people who have gone to prom, and people who have gone to the prom party, and people who went to weezer, and jaxs. But what do i get? i get pitiful two sentenced entries and "prom anecdotes" (and might i mention nothing about the prom party, prom-mobile, or night out on the town). I want details people!! details!!! dont you know i am living vicariously through you guys? Oh and jaxs you havent updated either!! arg.. people..
so i guess everyone should now go and write in their blog all of the juicy details of their friday night so that it may appease me!! APPEASE ME DAMMIT! mwahahahahahaha
: )
i come downstairs to the cold, damp basement (which is usually too cold, but because of the hot weather, just right) and i take the time and trouble to turn on my computer (did i ever tell you that my CPU looks like it should be a part of the MEGAZORD from the Mighty Morphin Power Rangers? Is it called a Megazord? im so lost) anyways, so i go on the net expecting wicked blog entries from people who have gone to prom, and people who have gone to the prom party, and people who went to weezer, and jaxs. But what do i get? i get pitiful two sentenced entries and "prom anecdotes" (and might i mention nothing about the prom party, prom-mobile, or night out on the town). I want details people!! details!!! dont you know i am living vicariously through you guys? Oh and jaxs you havent updated either!! arg.. people..
so i guess everyone should now go and write in their blog all of the juicy details of their friday night so that it may appease me!! APPEASE ME DAMMIT! mwahahahahahaha
: )
Friday, June 08, 2001
Beep beep, Beep beep, YEAH!
so i left school today around ten in the morning and was planning to get home at about 11:15 or so and have about two hours to get ready for my night out with the girls (racs, alana, and lis). But the fucking nugget bus took literally 35 minutes to come and there's two at the same time.. so i get on, and it turns out its a frickin training bus, so it takes this woman YEARS to do the stupid route. I spent almost 50 minutes on that bus, a ride that would have normally taken 25. As i got off, the supervisor said, "thanks for your patience." with a sympathetic look. she knew i was suffering. But on the way to town, the bus driver was wicked! He was a little chinese man with a pot belly and suspenders with a slight accent. He cracked jokes the whole time(which were totally corney) and basically entertained the bus, even though we were all rolling our eyes in response to his sad, sad jokes and comments. so one guy comes onto the bus, after running to catch it and says: "hey can you wait for my girlfriend?" The busdriver replies:"My wife told me im not allowed to pick up girls" the guy knows its supposed to be funny and fakes a smile. Im thinking, this is the best, friendliest goddamn busdriver i've ever had! but then again, maybe i thought that because of my bad bus experience an hour earlier.
the all you can eat garlic bread with cheese at Jack astors is wicked... the bottom is soaked in oil, but the oil is good.
so i left school today around ten in the morning and was planning to get home at about 11:15 or so and have about two hours to get ready for my night out with the girls (racs, alana, and lis). But the fucking nugget bus took literally 35 minutes to come and there's two at the same time.. so i get on, and it turns out its a frickin training bus, so it takes this woman YEARS to do the stupid route. I spent almost 50 minutes on that bus, a ride that would have normally taken 25. As i got off, the supervisor said, "thanks for your patience." with a sympathetic look. she knew i was suffering. But on the way to town, the bus driver was wicked! He was a little chinese man with a pot belly and suspenders with a slight accent. He cracked jokes the whole time(which were totally corney) and basically entertained the bus, even though we were all rolling our eyes in response to his sad, sad jokes and comments. so one guy comes onto the bus, after running to catch it and says: "hey can you wait for my girlfriend?" The busdriver replies:"My wife told me im not allowed to pick up girls" the guy knows its supposed to be funny and fakes a smile. Im thinking, this is the best, friendliest goddamn busdriver i've ever had! but then again, maybe i thought that because of my bad bus experience an hour earlier.
the all you can eat garlic bread with cheese at Jack astors is wicked... the bottom is soaked in oil, but the oil is good.
Thursday, June 07, 2001
A girl's guide to hunting and fishing
so today i left school after lunch and got home at about 2:15.... the nugget seemed to take hours to come.
i walked into my house and realized i had absolutely nothing to do. i made a milkshake, opened the window and sat in my room for 2 hours reading this book i got about a month ago, but never started because school got in the way. I fell asleep. not because the book was boring, it was actually good, (like one of those girl grows up, has boyrfriends, becomes bitter and learns about love sort of stories which is proably too sappy for most of you), but i was for some reason extremely tired. ahh.. it was a "me: day, well more of a "me" afternoon. If only i had a job, life would be perfect.. oh wait and a hunky boyfriend.. hahah i said "hunky"
why is christine's blog all messed up?
so today i left school after lunch and got home at about 2:15.... the nugget seemed to take hours to come.
i walked into my house and realized i had absolutely nothing to do. i made a milkshake, opened the window and sat in my room for 2 hours reading this book i got about a month ago, but never started because school got in the way. I fell asleep. not because the book was boring, it was actually good, (like one of those girl grows up, has boyrfriends, becomes bitter and learns about love sort of stories which is proably too sappy for most of you), but i was for some reason extremely tired. ahh.. it was a "me: day, well more of a "me" afternoon. If only i had a job, life would be perfect.. oh wait and a hunky boyfriend.. hahah i said "hunky"
why is christine's blog all messed up?
Wednesday, June 06, 2001
they threw pine cones at my head
Guess What? today i finished school!!! yay me! just one more stupid bio lab exam!!! arrggg...
racs couldnt go to the mall with me today , and no one else at school was done, and i wasnt really up to going alone (although i was tempted... SUM 41 CD was calling my name) and even though i wanted a new book, i decided to go to jaxs' house afterschool instead..
SUM 41 will be mine soon enough this weekend...
so i told my mom i was basically done, and she HAD to remind me that now i had the time to clean up my piles of mess in my room, the livingroom, and the basement. I still have my luggage and clothes from new york lying in a heap in my room...sigh.. the one downfall of finishing (oh by the way, did i mention i was finsihed?) hahahahaha SUCKERS!
Guess What? today i finished school!!! yay me! just one more stupid bio lab exam!!! arrggg...
racs couldnt go to the mall with me today , and no one else at school was done, and i wasnt really up to going alone (although i was tempted... SUM 41 CD was calling my name) and even though i wanted a new book, i decided to go to jaxs' house afterschool instead..
SUM 41 will be mine soon enough this weekend...
so i told my mom i was basically done, and she HAD to remind me that now i had the time to clean up my piles of mess in my room, the livingroom, and the basement. I still have my luggage and clothes from new york lying in a heap in my room...sigh.. the one downfall of finishing (oh by the way, did i mention i was finsihed?) hahahahaha SUCKERS!
Sunday, June 03, 2001
silly rabbit, tricks are for kids
i'm glad school is ending.. i think i need a break from some of my friends... you ever having that feeling too? some people you just see all the time, and you get well kinda sick of them sometimes and sometimes every little thing that they do seems to bug you?...and then theres others who i rarely get to see, and i wish i could spend more time with them right now, especially since theyre going soon... ahhh
it sucks that i dont have a car or a licence for that matter.. or else i would go out with them... *vroom vroom*
and then there are the friends who im not sick of, but who are reading this and wondering if they are one of the ones im sick of, wish i could spend more time with, or not sick of. Guess you'll never know.
If you ever need a break from me, tell me.. i wont be hurt
i'm glad school is ending.. i think i need a break from some of my friends... you ever having that feeling too? some people you just see all the time, and you get well kinda sick of them sometimes and sometimes every little thing that they do seems to bug you?...and then theres others who i rarely get to see, and i wish i could spend more time with them right now, especially since theyre going soon... ahhh
it sucks that i dont have a car or a licence for that matter.. or else i would go out with them... *vroom vroom*
and then there are the friends who im not sick of, but who are reading this and wondering if they are one of the ones im sick of, wish i could spend more time with, or not sick of. Guess you'll never know.
If you ever need a break from me, tell me.. i wont be hurt
Saturday, June 02, 2001
I Am Frustrated
I am frustrated.
Frustrated about how someone is acting.
Frustrated at myself and my failed attempts to make amends.
Frustrated that this person did not even try to meet me half way.
Frustrated that I even cared enough to try.
Frustrated that this person does not see that things are different now.
Frustrated that this person cannot see that they will probably never be the same.
Frustrated that this person does not know there is something wrong.
Frustrated that this person does not see it is their fault.
Frustrated that it will happen all over again, cause it has...many, many times.
Frustrated that this person is so self involved at times.
Frustrated that this person tries to act as if everything is still the same.
Frustrated that soon, things will change for the worse.
Frustrated that now i have to face it head on and make a decision.
Frustrated with myself for not telling this person what i have wanted to for so long.
Glad that at least one other person understands.
I am frustrated.
Frustrated about how someone is acting.
Frustrated at myself and my failed attempts to make amends.
Frustrated that this person did not even try to meet me half way.
Frustrated that I even cared enough to try.
Frustrated that this person does not see that things are different now.
Frustrated that this person cannot see that they will probably never be the same.
Frustrated that this person does not know there is something wrong.
Frustrated that this person does not see it is their fault.
Frustrated that it will happen all over again, cause it has...many, many times.
Frustrated that this person is so self involved at times.
Frustrated that this person tries to act as if everything is still the same.
Frustrated that soon, things will change for the worse.
Frustrated that now i have to face it head on and make a decision.
Frustrated with myself for not telling this person what i have wanted to for so long.
Glad that at least one other person understands.
Friday, June 01, 2001
when i come around
YES! it is the weekend again... a time to veg around the house in my pajamas and a yogurt cup. i love yogurt right now.. its my new addiction....today i went on a lunch date with my buddy jaxs... remember how i knocked down all the garbage cans? how bout the lady withthe walmart bag on her head? hahahaha....
everyone is in school right now!! hahahah fools! FOOLS!
YES! it is the weekend again... a time to veg around the house in my pajamas and a yogurt cup. i love yogurt right now.. its my new addiction....today i went on a lunch date with my buddy jaxs... remember how i knocked down all the garbage cans? how bout the lady withthe walmart bag on her head? hahahaha....
everyone is in school right now!! hahahah fools! FOOLS!
