CALLING ALL EMPLOYERS: Ang needs a job
its almost noon.. and i stayed home today cause i promised myself that i would be doing work all day long... work has yet to happen...
blogger is not the same without blogvoices.. in the words of sam: "how dare a fucking free service break down?"
i went to shoppers at woodside and it turns out i have to get written consent from my mom to say that i can work until midnight.. my mom of course does not like this idea cause she is worried about how im getting home... is it my friggin fault that i live in the middle of nowhere? my parents, before moving in, should have forseen the deterioration of the safety of our neighbourhood and the lack of upcoming shops/malls. They should have also forseen the fact that the closest bus stop to our house would be an almost 10 minute walk away (almost 6 minutes running..but i dont run). Even if i get a job in a mall, wont i be leaving at 11 anyways? and woodside is so much easier to get to than scarborough town centre... i need a job.. help.. im actually considering applying at the harvey's at the zoo.... ahhh..

dinner and a show
luke didnt go to dinner friday cause he didnt want to get stuck with all the girls without me there....aww!!!
well, he was actually just joking, but i'll just take it as the truth, cause i desperately want to be special.... i need pieces of special to make a ball full of special things...and i can post this here cause i know neither luke, nor any of his friends read this...hahahaha

i was just using that "whats your glam rock name?" thing nicole has linked onto her page... i got SEX TRANSMISSION. What the hell is sex transmission??? Do i look like a sex transmission?? so i typed in other people's name and theirs actually sounded somewhat sane. For instance, jaxs got GLITTER ANIMAL or GLITTER TOY (depending which first name you use).. yeah it doesnt really make sense, but its girly dammit.. comeon..jaxs a glitter animal?? i want my name to be girly. i think she should be the sex transmission..wait..i think nicole should be the sex transmission...

why is my font on my page suddenly so big? i have no idea! i didnt touch anything.. someone fix the damn font, cause its so big, im pretty sure blind people can read it...

i enjoy those pepsi ads on buses
lately i've been in a very good mood (well at least i think so, others may have different opinions)
i love it when people make you feel special... and sometimes its nothing more than a good conversation or even a couple of words. I feel so appreciated.
i am also very happy cause school is almost over and i am not desperatly scrambling cause i know im okay. I see everyone so stressed out, and it makes me feel bad, but then i remember the three weeks after new york when i almost gave myself an ulcer trying to get back on track.. i love whoever told administration to move back exemption deadlines.. or else i would not have made it in one piece. you would've had to peel an exhausted and smelly (from lack of showering) ang off the floor (on her way to hand in a unit of course) on june first.
listening to this unknown song by a group called the azndreamers (i still cant say it or type it without laughing), which is super-sappy but quite nice right now.
still want to go to grad... help someone!

no blogvoices? what the hell?!!???!!!?

all killer no filler
you know what? i like these sum 41 boys more and more... at first they were just the band with the little boy sam obsessed over...but i really really like them now... i want their new cd.. but have only two dollars to buy it with... and i want weezer too..cause im starting to really enjoy them too.. to bad napster sucks now or else i would have all their songs downloaded by now...sigh...i managed to find hashpipe and downloaded it, but the qualitity totally sucks... you can hear static like every 30 seconds..
anyone going to future shop anytime soon? i need cheap cds...
Oh yeah!! im probably going to see WAVE tomorrow!!! ahh their song is on now.. im going to california, im going to live the life. Sipping on tequilla night after night. dreaming of the momment when everything is right....
i could have gone to see treble charger tonight, but my friend called me last minute and i had no means of finding a friend, talking a shower and getting downtown in like an hour and a half... sigh.. treble charger!! i missed treble charger!!

i want to go to grad! know anyone with an extra ticket? maybe jason in my ta will have one.. hmmm...

so school is almost over.... and life is getting just a little more interesting. but i kinda like all the excitment.. in a way i cant wail until the summer cause there is the possibility of so much happening. like where will a certain person turn? will there be a new couple around town? will friends remain friends? will ang get a job? who is pj harvey and what does she sound like? all the suspense is killing me!!!
nicole, we still gotta go and celebrate our birthdays this summer!! i need pictures of you guys before you leave me...... forever....sigh

i was watching gilmore girls the other day, and i want to be rory...
that bitch has everything.. trendy clothes, a cool mom, a whole town that knows her.. big blue eyes...a boy who told her he loves her...and another gorgeous boy who is also madly in love with her.. sigh.. maybe if i pretend hard enough, it will all happen to me.. and i dont care that rory is a fictional character who of course has a perfect life, because it too is made up...
i want to be rory.. i want to be rory...

this was perhaps one of the most productive weekends in my entire life. i feel as thought i have accomplished so much.. yay me. and thanks you sam so much for your help!!! by the way did i telleveryone how much i hate jekyll and hyde? Who wants to watch the video with me this week?
so yesterday i decide to take a much needed 5 hour break and watch some movies... deuce biggalo and snow falling on cedars.. the latter was quite confusing, and just to point out: i would have picked ethan hawke over that ugly japanese guy anyday...but alas, i have never had the oppertunity to choose over two lovers.. one day..lol!
i hate history.. its my last unit and i just cant seem to get it done.. why the hell do i have to do a fricking family tree of some dead guy? really now?? i cant even find all of the information from that stupic website the unit gives you.. do yo know how big this guys family is?? geez... im mad, i must go and relax....
you are the weakest link..goodbye

commence drooling
yay christine for making valedictorian!!! (yes i know this is old news, but i just found out) i am very proud! you'll sound smart, witty, and SEXY (yes, it is possible to sound sexy). i want to come to grad to hear you. when is it?
yesterday jaxs was over.. and i swear i can still smell her feet. she was rubbing me all over with her socks! okay maybe im exaggerating... but just a little.
on tuesday i have to make a speech in front of the whole school... well not really a speech, more like "hi my name is ang and im your secretary" but still! its in front of the whole school!!! ahhh *peeing myself at just the thought of doing it* what will i do?? ahhh!!! help!!
nicole, trip over your kilt again so that the attention is drawn away from me! (just joking i love you.. but that was sooo funny)
ang has about 12 more units left.. that 6 units a week. not bad.. but then i also have about 30 tests i still have to take,,,i cant wait until summer is here.... its so close, i can taste it... all i need now is a job. and maybe a boy toy.

i love nicole....she knows what's in my twisted head. she too realized that my last blog could have been directed to someone else... im sure many others know who i am talking about.. (mental note: if i ever get up enough guts to tell this person off i can remove two sentences and have a nice little speech here.)

it makes me happy...
so i came back from new york on this emotional high... but as the saying goes, what goes up must come down. Luckily for me, i didn't crash. Yes, im still kind of upset, and i kinda regret that it happened... man, why do people have to be such assholes?
People are not toys. You can't play with us one minute and then suddenly drop us, and expect us to come running back to you the minute we see your face. When we fall, we get scraped. When we are thrown against a wall, we bruise. When you play with our emotions, we get hurt. I feel so fuckin used. I'm probably just another number on the jerk's long list. What makes me feel better is knowing that so many other people hate this asshole too...in fact, it brings me immense JOY knowing this. Dont get me wrong, i didnt really think that anything was going to come of this, but i just hate the way it ended.... so suddenly, so abruptly, without a single word. But at least now there is no more wondering about whether certain actions mean certain things, or if i am just taking them totally out of context. Cause now, i frankly don't fuckin care.

NEW YORK NEW YORK
hey everyone!!! im back from new york, which was one of the best trips ever!!!! It was soo fun! im still thinking about all those sausages and deli sandwiches and shopping!! And you know what? all the gallery hopping we did didnt piss me off as much as i thought it would. in fact i enjoyed most of it. i got to see van gogh's starry night..it was gorgeous..it looks so much better in real life...
but the best part of new york was just hanging out... i luv larualinni, and the guys are actually funny.. and here i was thinking they were jackasses the whole time... well, maybe theyre still kinda jackasses...j/k
i think i need a chiropractor... sleeping on the bus fuckin' sucks... the seats only recline like three inches! how does a person sleep like that? my back was twisted into positions never imagined before... my only regret? (well. maybe there are others), not seeing a broadway show.. but its alright..next time i go i guess..