had a talk with a friend today.. she's happy...REALLY HAPPY!!! hahah and she's so cute and girlish and gushy!!! one day that will be me!! except i will be 10 times grosser cause..well its me.. and i overblow everything!! hahah im glad shes all giddy.. causebefore there was some bumpiness.. and she was a bit worried and a bit of others things as well.. but now she found the goodness... hahahah yes..goodness

hhahaha i love it when you and other friends have a common distaste for people.. its really REALLY fun sometimes...

grins
i worked this weekend, as usual... yesterday was hell..usual for all saturdays actually. i was on fitting room.... which was hell cause it was a saturday and there were clothes piled so high that i couldnt see the sutomers anymore and i had to walk around the piles to help people.. this is what happens when youre short staffed... but even though it was hell, after the annoying fat girl went home, ricardo and krystal came in and helped, and everything was well with the world again.. hahah its so fun in the change rooms with those two.. she didnt believe he lived like a block away from me, and he didnt believe she had a baby.. so of course being the over dramatic people we are, this stupid issue turned into one big amusing fight..its something you would have to experience to fully understand it..
today wasnt bad, even though it was a long shift.. i spent most of it re-pricing men;'s clothes which are now on sale.. i got this big laser-scanner-gun thing and scanned everthing in the department and read the price on the screen.. and then i got to play withthe pricing gun.. found a new boy who worked at old navy..didnt get a change to ask him what school he went to though, and therefore i dont know how old he is.. aww..sniff sniff.. hahaha... he sort of had a mike daly personality though..
found out who rosa was... people said i looked like her.. however we did not look anything alike! first of all, i was chinese.. hahaha
we were thinking there must be another rosa working ..

today i was talking to a friend on the phone and she was amazed at how i actually kinda like going to work.. im thinking maybe its the people cause they actually do make the difference... the people i work with are wicked..even though there are a few i hate..like that fat annoying girl in the changing room on saturday..hahah theres actually an anti -(annoying fat girl's name here) group and im in it!! hahah with one other girl and a gay guy.... but its also the environment.. we actually sing and dance to the music when the customers are gone...we have fun.. the managers have fun.. one of them reminds me of wetzel, but happier.. even some of the customers are wicked.. hmmm
thanking God for: the little two year old blond boy jumping around the store in a fuzzy frog costume saying "ribbit ribbit". i helped him put on the hood thing that has the frog's head and eyes and mittens which were the frogs hands and find him a mirror.. i love that little boy..

evryone seems down right now... is it cause we are settled into school and the excitment is over and now all we have left to do is work and think about our own problems? or maybe im just aware of more people's problems... im not the only one in a bad mood now.. everytime i feel gross, i guess i have to bring everyone down with me.. lol..
yeah its not a good time right now for anyone.. everyone has their own personal conflicts to overcome.. and so do i.. it sucks.. but at least i think im almost at an answer...almost.

hey what happened to our group blog? why did it die? did sam kill it by doing you know what?? or did someone delete it and just not tell me?

HLW 0A1
today's assignment: write a one page editorial on my thoughts about the world trade centre bombing.
seems like any ordinary assignment right? well the stupid thing is my teacher got the idea from the kids section in the star... you know "starship"? The starship on sunday requested kids to send in stories, poems or drawings about their thoughts on the whole bombing situation and they would publish some in next week's starship.
so lucciola walks in and wants us to write an editorial expressing our thoughts and views on the bombing, she then wants to send all of our editorials to starship...
we were like, um you do know this is something for 8 year olds right? but apparently she didnt care. so if you see an oac student's name from ward next to some 6 year-old's drawing of a plane, dont laugh...please dont laugh...

This whole AVN or SPH issue is getting me down. I know this doesnt sound like it should be a big deal but it is! This descision and this decision alone has the potential to affect the rest of my life.. well actually it IS gonna affect the rest of my life. well at least my hishchool and university life..sigh
i am stressed, adn therefore allowed to be over-dramatic

yes i know ive been neglecting blogger.. and im sorry.. just no time right now..
well actually, im too lazy to haul ass to the computer... so yeah. you'll hear from me later though.. promise..maybe

to nicole, christine and adam:
hope you guys are having fun at your schools!!! i miss you guys and the halls arent the same at all without you guys..

he is 170 feet tall
i got adams post card from england a couple of days ago.. it made me happy.. incredibly happy.. i was having such a shit day and all of a sudden i go look at the mail, and there is my teen people and a post card addressed to me.. from england. from a boy! lol
so if youre reading this adam, thank you soo much!!!! i will miss you oodles
oh. and thank you for my english boy.. but he doesnt have an accent.. but i guess his other "features" fully make up for that

so long, farewell, alveitazien (sp?), goodbye
okay okay i know.. ive been ignoring my blogging responsibilities...im sorry im horrible.
welps summer is coming to an end.. and although it was GREAT summer... i still wish i could have done more.. but isnt it always like that?
anyways..
wednesday: had a sac meeting and went to see alana's boy toy.. he was alright.. nice. not bad to look at..hahahaha
we had planned to go do something that day or stay in with pizza and movies and games.. but i guess alana and racs had made other plans and forgot that we had already starting planning things.... so dinner didnt happen.. oh well. i was kinda happy to go home, was incredibly drained after that stupid thing (stupid thing meaning SAC meeting, not alana's boyfriend)

thursday: yet another sac meeting.. this one took what? 3hours? hated it.. after jaxs came in flick and we went to see american pie 2.. i remeber laughing more in the last one.. could it be that ive matured? or is it just not as funny? ate in the theatre some stuff i got from sobey's.. that chicken caesar wrap was sooo good.. i wish i could have seen it so i would have know what i was eating.. it was like a surprise with every bite.. hahahaha

friday: stocking the shelves at old navy.. finally talked to the old navy boy ive been eyeing since training.. first two sessions of trianing were with him and we working the same first day.. goddamn, it must be fate.. hahaha but theres something peculiar about this boy.. i will stalk and investigate...
finally got my bank account fixed AGAIN!! now i can actually use the damned debit card instead of making purchases with it, only to realize that the little machine thing says : "access denied, see main bank branch"

saturday: relatives came friday night for baptism, was supposed to go out for dinner withthem.. instead we went shoping for gifts and dinner with about 25 people.. wasnt as much fun as it was last time, just cause i think the service sucked (how long did we wait for a table? how long did we wait to actually be served?) and there were a bunch of people you really didnt know too well..but im glad i went.
cant believe everyone is gone next year.. it hasnt hit me yet that so many people are leaving..

sunday: baptism.. boring.. need i say more?

monday: havent realized that school is tomorrow, which is why im putting off doing all my sac stuff and the little speech about uniforms (which i know you will all enjoy ....making fun of me with) and which is why im putting off laundry cause im my head, school = uniform