i broke my computer.. i spent too much time looking for chem stuff and it started to give out on me. there is now a mysterious thin line running horizontally across my screen.... it looks like its underlining things.. i didnt do it.

really, i shouldnt be on here. i should be actually researching and trying to put together something beautiful and pretty and intelligent-sounding for skillicorn tomorrow so that she will love me and think i am a vegetable fuel goddess. its sad that this whole isp.. well this whole chem course has been about pulling things outta my ass and brushing out the wrinkles until it loks somewhat presentable. its been about doing enough to buy myself more time to do nothing and then start the whole process again.
i know what my courses are next year.. scary huh? i dont want them.. okay maybe in a strange way i do.. im kinda excited.. but at the same time ready to break down and cry just looking at those course codes actually scribbled across my course selection sheet. i remember in grade nine having church grab that course planner sheet and filling it out for me and then me looking at it thinking "i'll never be able to get all that done.. is this guy crazy?" it weird.. but with the exception of 1 course (i think oac history was on there.. not sure).. ive done everything that was listed. i cant believe i finally go to the last column.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope you had a wonderful Birthday baby!! you better have lots of birthday stories to tell me.. full of alcohol.. bars.. and cute boys.. hehehe

ang is happy.. finally got someone to take the dirty 9 hour shift waiting for me tomrrow.. yuck
i feel like im drowning. ive never been so behind before and never really NOT cared this much. but i realize now that gee im behind..
my chem isp is just kinda stuck right now. english and hamlet aren't just making sense and apparently dalton is at home almost dying with some sort of infection.. i miss him.. i need him and his lighthearted boyish ways to ease my day a little. religion isp is also going no where. i am uninspired and dont ever want to do it. math is making less sense everyday.. and what WERE those circle things artkin drew on the board last a train? and continually looming over my head is course selections next week. i dont know what im doing.. and my ta isnt helping.. she's nice and all but is really not opinionated enough.. she just sort of says 'yes' to everything, which isnt really what i need right now. i need someone to hit me across the face a say, "andrea, you can't do that or else you'll screw yourself over stupid!" help.

one week and its poopie's party!! one week and its poopie's party.

i feel so bitchy tonight.. i just got home and eventually fell into a bad mood. and now im feeling all guilty to displacing my anger onto my mom.. she doesnt deserve it.. i feel so guilty whenever i do something to her.. i cant JUST be mad, like i am with my father.. i think somewhere in the back of my head i know she deserves to be treated better.. or i know that shes more frail in a way... maybe frail isnt the best word

my html fairy gave me a uploader thingy.. aren't i putting it to good use?

famous couples
heheh just got these pictures from vanessa from last summer..
okay maybe jaxs' head was in there somewhere too



yes.. i am a loser

wow.. second last midterm done.. just chem left..and i;ve decided never to take it..
so everyone's all pissed off at kopach and math in general because of this new no midterm and 40% final thing... no one has heard anything about it until today, when kopach decided to spring it on her students. I was wondering why she said we would be able to keep our midterms. the latest development: they're taking away exemptions for everyone.. even those who got the midterm in on time.

taking my break from studying math..gilmore girls is a rerun so i have decided to turn my hour long break into a half hour one.. i guess even global knows that i need to study. i know half of the grade 12s are all studying right now as i type....cause everyone waited for the last day.. if i pull this one day study for math midterm thing...wow.. im never gonna study for anything again! hahahh

Mozzone emailed me back today.. i updated her on how our ta as a whole was doing and how seeing that this is her first year gone, and my first year being incredibly behind proved how valuable a good ta is. i told her how i actually missed her yelling at me for being one unit behind.. or making me feel so determined to impress her sometimes. so she yelled at me for being behind through e mail.. it wasn't as effective though.
appartently she's leaving her school again at the end of the year and transferring to one 5 minutes from her house.. across from wonderland... her whole class is made up of jewish kids

Happy Birthday!!!
Happy belated Birthday Churchie.. and i continue the tradition by giving you a picture too.

Sunday, February 17, 2002

Happy Birthday Again!!
okay, maybe this time it'll work. i cant edit it cause jaxs broke it.. so happy birthday churchie.. hehehehe

heheh any excuse to get him up here is good

i think i'm actually starting to like bubble tea. well, im not totally disgusted with it anymore. I've always eaten tapioca, even as a little girl.. for instance, i LOVE tapioca pudding!! i can live on that stuff if it wasnt all sugary and fattening.. but they weren't brown and chewy and floating around in my fruity-flavoured drink. i think it was better yesterday cause they were softer.. not the chewy ones they usually serve. Oh and they paved over the river!!! the river i almost stepped in!! they paved it over! at least i know im not the only klutz. i bet someone stepped in there and sued..
jess was soo good in that play.. wow.. its true, with the practice, she could totally be on broadway.. hehehe and would be kissing good-looking, hunky boys instead of well...
favourite moment: jeanette shooting her tapioca ball and having it fall limply onto the table, me shooting mine, and covering everyone in bubble tea..then sam shooting hers onto the opposite wall and onto lana's jacket.. hehehhehe

HAHA jeanette!!! my html fairy is better than yours!!

i hate my computer and it hates me.. something really weird is going on with my speakers.. i cant play the music on morpheus or kazaa but i can hear the music on jaxs page.. so i know theyre on.. geez.

okay is it only me or did joyce finish school and not tell me? and her comments dont work!!! argg.. cause theyre like the ones jaxs put on my page and well mine dont work.. hehehe
well if you ever come back joyce, i have your heart.. cause i wrote on the back of them and when it was still there fourth period i decided to take it cause i didnt want people reading it
im really starting to enjoy the music on jaxs page.. it is slowly brainwashing me.. nsync?

hehehe it was cool to see our balloons everywhere.. okay not everywhere.. but it was nice at hometime when they all cameout and you could see little red specks everywhere.
i tried to do my chem isp experiment.. and obviously.. because im a loser, it didnt work.. my oil mixture didnt separate.. and skillicorn and i had a good laugh trying to convince ourselves there were actually two phases so that i could continue with the experiment. guess not. i left it there and will probably have to restart tomorrow. sigh.

I wanted to get you a fireman.. but had to go through unbelieveable amounts of porn and gave up because i was on the verge of crying. Who would have thought that if you typed in "sexy fireman" into a search engine, naked women would still come up? But I think he's much better though

thanks jeanette for the compliments, but sadly i can't take the credit. i lack the computer know-how and the patience to do anything remotely different from the templates blogger gives us.. i was the one who messed up the page in the first place. tell jaxs that my page looks nice cause she did it.. wait.. did she tell you to write that?
oh yeah and about the jerkface who makes you giggly..i have one question

hehehe just read jaxs blog..weird.. we basically wrote about the exact same thing.. Get out of my head!!

tear out my eyeballs and run away screaming
yesterday was definitly interesting. i cant believe i almost didnt go.. hahahaha she was old and blonde and wrinkly and saggy and gross!!! i will never forget the look on his face!! even though the people there aren't noramlly people i hang around with, they were fun.. one of the funnest parties ive been to in a while.. one where i actually didnt try to convince anthony and jaxs to leave and go to tim's. and jaxs and i still cant play pool.
macDonalds with jaxs, sam, cathy, jeanette and sean is the best!!! thanks to sean, i will never look at a macdonald's french fry holder thingy the same way again!!! the whole place was covered with fries.. fun times.

bubbling over with excitment
i handed in my form for queens... my mom can't turn back now. the form, and her credit card number is officially in.. well in to mr. church anyways. i'm SO excited. i cant wait. rooming with my poopers and taking a fun course with vanessa. i feel like getting a bucket hat.. being around water makes me think about bucket hats and capris/floods.
speaking of summer clothes, i made plans with jeff to learn how to swim. i can't swim, i can't tread water, i can't float. if i'm in water thats higher than my chin and i dont have a floater, you better come find me, cause chances are, i've already drowned. so jeff; being the cocky lifeguard that he is, is convinved that he can teach me to swim...well at least float. This way i can save myself when my cruiseship sinks and no BOY will have to rescue me like a damsel in distress.. hey wait, maybe i should rethink this whole swimming thing.. anyway. so yeah jeff will teach me to swim.. in some secluded swimming pool where no one will laugh at an asian eighteen-year old trying desperatly to not sink and vanessa will help.. cause he WILL need help.. and another cute boy who will give me CPR when Jeff miserably fails to successfully teach me because he doesn't know how un-coordinated i am. .but first must get a swimsuit so that when i do aquire these swimming skills, i can actually put them to use

all better?

hmm.. comments?

whoops
so i went snowtubing with jaxs, alana, vanessa, and steph.. and other people..
it was fun...even though i was secretly hoping it would be called off cause of the rain. but it wasnt. Snowtubing was an experience. but after about 5 times down the hill... it gets a little boring.

however whenever me and vanessa are together, nothing is boring.. So the snowtubing place is like a whole bunch of "runs" right next to eachother and at the end, there are these black rubber mats to slow you down and another little hill with a large fencee. Also here, there are people crossing over these lanes to get back to the lift. So, vanessa and i are both racing down the hill.. im thinking like 50 or 60 km/h (but i could totally be wrong cause well..its me) and we see this man in the middle of our lane.. we both have a mild panic attack, but realize that he gets safely and out of our path in time.. but at the same time, this little boy trying to drag his big tube leaps onto our lane and having no time to stop, we hit him!!! so the little boy is on the floor and we go up a minature hill, which is built so that if the mats dont slow us down (which they didnt), going up the hill would. We go up the hill, but we still have so much speed that we go back down backwards and just as the little boy is trying to get back up, SMACK! we hit him again!! so although it may seem awful, vanessa and i and steph gomes, who also witnessed the accident are dying laughing but are trying to hold it in cause after all the boy is still on the ground.. so we all start walking back to the lift, and the boy that we just ran over loses control of his snowtube and it goes over the edge of the cliff-like path we are standing on!.. he desperatly tries to pull it back up, but this tiny little thomas volpe-like kid looks like he's gonna get dragged down with it. me and vanessa die laughing again! poor little kid.. only me and vanessa could ever manage to hit a kid TWICE and then laugh as he loses his tube over a cliff.