Brother's graduation. Just another one of those things that remind you how old you are. The one person I expected to be there wasn't. His little bro didn't make it to the stage unfortunately. Saw Leo, lost her after the ceremony as we were pushed through the crowds, and then filled myself on cheesecake until I found her again.
We do the same old dances around eachother. The reason for doing them may change but it's still the same steps afterwards as it has been since I was little. That is one relationship I don't ever think I am going to understand. It is one relationship I try very had to not mimic.
I'm trying to get onto the treadmill a little bit more now. After magically losing that weight I gained during first year, I have decided that with a little bit of [treadmill] effort, I could actually get a little more svelte (haha that's the first word that popped into my head) and you know, not die of a heart attack and all. yay for losing weight and not even knowing it....now if I can continue this bit of magic...
took a peek at the jazz festival on friday. didn't stay too long because the tent was incredibly hot despite the ceiling fats and opened sections. I was looking at a few people and wanted to sit with a tall, cold lemonade-looking beverage too, but the few scattered seats were too awkward to get to and the lemonade probably overpriced.
just realized that my essay next week has to be about 10 pages. interesting. I'm not an essay type of person. You tell me to write a scientific article on the other hand...
I should make notes or something. I always froget what I wanted to write about.
oh and never buy raspberry delight again...lol
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Sunday, June 19, 2005
dim sum and lychees
I was lucky. The one day out of the three that I could actually make it downtown, they were showing their film. And despite all of the times I have seen it on the computer, it was ten times better up on that big threatre screen. I really thought they had a shot at the gala event. And a part of me thought ooooh I get to dress up. But the movie was good, and had they had time to edit it properly, it would have been great. I am quite impressed.
Things in this house aren't done because we want to; it's out of obligation and fairness. Things must be equal at all times. Equal tot he point of where we have to do the EXACT same thing. Oy is all I have to say.
Batman was actually good. All those critics were right. But I'm gonna have to rewatch it when it comes out on dvd. We were so close that a lot of the action/fight scenes were a blig blur of black shadows and movement. And katie holme's crooked way of talking, although cute on dawson's creek started to annoy me on the big screen. maybe just cause her mouth was a million times bigger.
I need to clean my room. It's getting kind of gross. But whenever I do something other than reading with my spare time off of work, I feel uber guilty.
Things in this house aren't done because we want to; it's out of obligation and fairness. Things must be equal at all times. Equal tot he point of where we have to do the EXACT same thing. Oy is all I have to say.
Batman was actually good. All those critics were right. But I'm gonna have to rewatch it when it comes out on dvd. We were so close that a lot of the action/fight scenes were a blig blur of black shadows and movement. And katie holme's crooked way of talking, although cute on dawson's creek started to annoy me on the big screen. maybe just cause her mouth was a million times bigger.
I need to clean my room. It's getting kind of gross. But whenever I do something other than reading with my spare time off of work, I feel uber guilty.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
6 songs
so after seeing that jeanette of all people had actually done the six song thing, i felt compelled to do it. but i guess for those of you that know me, you would know that there are songs that i can sing from begining to end and wont be able to name if my life depended on it. and there are also songs that i know most of the words and make up the rest. so as i sat there thinking, i came up with about 2 before giving up. a list of "you know that song by so-and-so with the line blah blah blah" isn't the easiest thing to understand.. especially if it just so happens to be one of those lines i made up. so sorry to disappoint packie and amanda.
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Thinking is Overrated
Sometimes you can't help but feel a little taken for granted.
And it's a strange feeling. Not that I've never felt taken for granted, it's just still a very odd feeling. I didn't knwo what it was at first...just that something didn't feel right...just that I wasn't happy the way I normally was.
It's draining to put all that effort in and feeling as though nothing is coming back to you. It one thing to be thankful and other thing to actually try back. I need more trying I guess.
And it's a strange feeling. Not that I've never felt taken for granted, it's just still a very odd feeling. I didn't knwo what it was at first...just that something didn't feel right...just that I wasn't happy the way I normally was.
It's draining to put all that effort in and feeling as though nothing is coming back to you. It one thing to be thankful and other thing to actually try back. I need more trying I guess.
