after half an hour of phoning people, i finally have june 8th off!!! and i have the 9th off too!!
so VAGINAS here i come!!!
and jeanette? is the offer still on the table?? please please??
i'll bring popsicles!! oh wait. no i cant can i?? i'll bring.. uh.. my love??

you can really see the effect the end of the year has on everyone. at our school, there is no cheering, no grins spread upon people's faces at the thought of summer approaching. There are tears, frowns and general sighs of pain. everyone is sick and gross.. and no one seems to have time for anything anymore. i've never been one of those people who pulls an all-nighter.. i just can't do it. when i'm tired, im tired. i find that if i write something at even 12 at night, it sounds like shit when i read it the next morning. its true when they say that people need sleep. everyone is so fucked up from the lack of it. people are incredibly sick, and ready to keel over, others have messed up periods, and some are just dead. it's hard to talk to people now, knowing that anything can make them crack. anything can make then yell at you or make them go to tears. i dont like it.. not at all

okay me go now and stop wasting my time

sam.. why was your daddy driving some kid home today around my area?

guess what?? you guys are prolly going to get BOILED hotdogs!! lol and I'M cooking them.. which means food poisoning all around..lol

wasting time on blogger.. really, no one wants to read this

it a quarter to seven... hmmm.. half an hour until i go...why aren't i doing homework??

im soo bored.. and im not going do my law test afterall.. boo me.. i guess that means 4 tests for me next week. ugh
hope your isp went well jaxs..muah. get better.

i'm feeling content.. and loved.. and needed. i've realized today that it doesn't take much and that its in all the little things, rather than the large overt ones. i appreciate the little talks with teachers and offers of sugar-filled pixie sticks. i like girly conversations full of excitment and laughter and getting caught up with friends you haven't truly talked-talked to in a while. a trip to the library afterschool, thats makes you feel as though you should be on a sit-com like saved by the bell and a ride offered even though they know perfectly well that you live on the other side of town. there was the realization that not all things have changed, and some things have restored themselves naturally.. to add to the happiness is the materialization of a long-awaited girls night out.. hahah when i say "girls night out" i think of 40 something mothers who make special dates with their friends to escape the stresses of day to day life.. lol
i'm excited.

i stayed up and re did my magnetic boards and put up all new pictures. i like..a lot! i realized that all my pictures with sam and jeanette are ones i can't put up.. you guys.. we need some real pictures!!!

i dont know what's wrong with my page.. it's fine for me... im thinking the pictures are taking up too much time to load so i took a few off.

hehehe pictures.. i hope no one minds

first day.. haunted walk..with the stalker

everyone in the dining hall...before the digestive problems started

ang and her algae sample...it actually says algae on the jar

vanessa and ang freezing their asses off

eating dinner out

last day, right before the gifted nazi yelled at us

ohh i've found a new obsession to this girlie band- letters to cleo.. and save ferris.. okay maybe its not an obsession.. i just found a couple of their songs last night.. i like..and i found that one i liked in the movie 10 things.

wow im done that stupid isp.. my last isp done!! whoohoo!!
sorry about the threats to your ovaries everyone..lol

okay i;m done with my whiny girliness.. just dont ask
sam.. so when is the vagina monologues?

i wasn't sure what was going on.. but i didn't think that i was an inconvienence. yep.. that's what i am... an inconvienence.

i know nothing is going to happen.. but i always do this- i torture myself by making up little scenarios in my head. they either freak me out because the possibility is too scary, or they're really good and when they don't happen, for some reason i get kinda let down, even though there was no possibility of it happening anyways. i really dont care what happens.. i just dont like the weirdness before deciding what happens.. i'm not supposed to be doing these stupid things.. geez..
did that make ANY sense at all?
i;m starving.. havent eaten since 1030.. and i'll save the details for you guys tomrrow..

oh MY god!! i can't believe that even happened.. not little ol' me..this is going to be interesting.

so did everyone cath my mental retardation speech?? or was it only jaxs that noticed?

craziness with jaxs in the car.. just another one of our everyday adventures